2am thoughts

I toss and turn On the second hand mattress I bought off the last girl Who lived in this room I dream of a future Filled with luxury Of a stable family A life that is anything But this one I’m tired Of struggling And living I’d be lying If I said I hadn’t thought…… Continue reading 2am thoughts

Silent suffering; my PTSD story.

I want to start by saying that I absolutely hate labels so this is going to be a challenging post to write and publish. I have PTSD..a mental illness that affects over three million people every year. It’s exhausting to deal with and those closest to you won’t understand what your going through or even…… Continue reading Silent suffering; my PTSD story.

Royals πŸ‘‘

Says he has everything he needs I know what his heart desires Can’t hide it from me kindling the fire hard headed intelligent but ignorant puts the money where his mouth is personality quite vigorous started from the bottom rapidly working to the top we are similar in many ways traveling with few stops When…… Continue reading Royals πŸ‘‘

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RESOLUTIONS;

Hello internet/cyber-world thingy and hello to those who actually take the time to read my posts that include but are not limited to my VERY personal poetry, and a few very significant moments in my life that I document through stories. I am going to be on WordPress a whole lot more because there are…… Continue reading RESOLUTIONS;

The fantasy

ready to be punished I walk out of the bathroom door black lace lingerie Mouthing the word “daddy” from across the room swaying a pair of handcuffs propped against the wall I know what you like where, how much looking straight into those hazel eyes while I finish you off my fingers and my hands…… Continue reading The fantasy

Alone

silence perhaps im afraid Im afraid of the whispers that voice in my head The monsters, my own demons only escape during silences Telling me things awful things without reason Im afraid afraid of being alone in complete and utter silence, by myself My childhood, rather lonely growing up among complete strangers so many people…… Continue reading Alone