My depression is many things.

my depression is a veil that impairs my vision forced to obey oppressed I stay unable to escape this pre-enlightened state I can’t get myself to remove it. My depression is an ocean powerful it pulls me under I drown, slowly in my thoughts rocking back and forth I begin to feel seasick and the…… Continue reading My depression is many things.

2am thoughts

I toss and turn On the second hand mattress I bought off the last girl Who lived in this room I dream of a future Filled with luxury Of a stable family A life that is anything But this one Iโ€™m tired Of struggling And living Iโ€™d be lying If I said I hadnโ€™t thought…… Continue reading 2am thoughts

Live like the Lotus

A lotus flower grows in mud Even through dirt the flowers bud Rising above adversity Untouched and unsoiled water glides off its petals with ease Gently drifting, guided by the breeze symbol of strength And peace In awe at the sight of it A troubled past Leads to a beautiful future If you learn to…… Continue reading Live like the Lotus

For Stephon Clark may he rest in paradise

I had an interesting conversation with a wonderful woman on the phone while I was trying to apply for Medical today. (I thought I might give it a shot because at this point I have nothing left to loose now that I am officially unemployed.) She told me about how scary it is to grow…… Continue reading For Stephon Clark may he rest in paradise

I think Iโ€™m in love with Happiness

Happiness is easy Comes naturally Leaves suddenly Returns unexpectedly Stays comfortably And lives honestly Happiness looks light ๐Ÿ’ก Feels sensual Tastes powerful And sounds like laughter infectious laughter that leaves you in tears Happiness is a friend Who stops by to say hi Even in the worst times Happiness is remembered And loved Happiness is…… Continue reading I think Iโ€™m in love with Happiness

To my best friend

By my side Through the good and bad Partners in crime Best I’ve ever had Thank you for everything For all that you do For putting a smile on my face for knowing what I’m going through My dory ass is always lost You always know where to look When I get lost within myself…… Continue reading To my best friend

Bi-curious

I crave women I’m curious Might be going through a phase As of right now It’s just a little craze I love dick so much Don’t get me wrong But I also love women Both independent and strong I have had many men It just wasn’t enough for me But I haven’t had a woman…… Continue reading Bi-curious