My depression is many things.

my depression is a veil that impairs my vision forced to obey oppressed I stay unable to escape this pre-enlightened state I can’t get myself to remove it. My depression is an ocean powerful it pulls me under I drown, slowly in my thoughts rocking back and forth I begin to feel seasick and the…… Continue reading My depression is many things.

2am thoughts

I toss and turn On the second hand mattress I bought off the last girl Who lived in this room I dream of a future Filled with luxury Of a stable family A life that is anything But this one I’m tired Of struggling And living I’d be lying If I said I hadn’t thought…… Continue reading 2am thoughts

Live like the Lotus

A lotus flower grows in mud Even through dirt the flowers bud Rising above adversity Untouched and unsoiled water glides off its petals with ease Gently drifting, guided by the breeze symbol of strength And peace In awe at the sight of it A troubled past Leads to a beautiful future If you learn to…… Continue reading Live like the Lotus

Best they’ve ever had

I stood there with my heart on my sleeve thinking I was the problem with “us” only later would I realize you weren’t shit it was all an illusion, lust all these guys crawling back to me they fall on their knees begging me to take them back telling me they’ve made a mistake apologizing…… Continue reading Best they’ve ever had

Letter to my selfless lover

To my selfless lover You know who you are Didn’t expect to like you But I’ve always liked your car here we are First semester at lb state My pussy becomes your escape You introduce me to your beautiful city Showed me the best views Saying I’m pretty Hyping me up at times I don’t…… Continue reading Letter to my selfless lover

A buzzing noise

time free-time being alone trapped in my own head bird in a cage filled with rage I hate the silence I feel so strange a buzzing sound I lay in bed depressed and lonely buzzing buzzing in my head no one to talk to all this time alone makes me think of you and what…… Continue reading A buzzing noise