2am thoughts

I toss and turn On the second hand mattress I bought off the last girl Who lived in this room I dream of a future Filled with luxury Of a stable family A life that is anything But this one I’m tired Of struggling And living I’d be lying If I said I hadn’t thought…… Continue reading 2am thoughts

Thoughts on a Sunday night

I just feel like I can’t breathe Want to close my eyes Go into a deep sleep Forget everything and everyone My chest feels heavy I just can’t breathe I can’t Fucking Breathe I Can Not Breathe Why Can’t I take a breath Slow my brain down My hands are shaking I’m mentally exhausted And…… Continue reading Thoughts on a Sunday night

Royals 👑

Says he has everything he needs I know what his heart desires Can’t hide it from me kindling the fire hard headed intelligent but ignorant puts the money where his mouth is personality quite vigorous started from the bottom rapidly working to the top we are similar in many ways traveling with few stops When…… Continue reading Royals 👑

February 2018

Sooo once again, I fell in love with someone who will never be able to reciprocate those same emotions toward me. I fell in love with a liar this time. A selfish man who thinks its okay to fuck anyone he wants without consequence. I knew from the very start that this man would never…… Continue reading February 2018

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RESOLUTIONS;

Hello internet/cyber-world thingy and hello to those who actually take the time to read my posts that include but are not limited to my VERY personal poetry, and a few very significant moments in my life that I document through stories. I am going to be on WordPress a whole lot more because there are…… Continue reading RESOLUTIONS;

Self love

Its so hard to love yourself to celebrate the little victories WE ARE HUMAN we are bound to make hundreds of mistakes lets make better mistakes tomorrow TOODALOO JW