2am thoughts

I toss and turn On the second hand mattress I bought off the last girl Who lived in this room I dream of a future Filled with luxury Of a stable family A life that is anything But this one I’m tired Of struggling And living I’d be lying If I said I hadn’t thought…… Continue reading 2am thoughts

Silent suffering; my PTSD story.

I want to start by saying that I absolutely hate labels so this is going to be a challenging post to write and publish. I have PTSD..a mental illness that affects over three million people every year. It’s exhausting to deal with and those closest to you won’t understand what your going through or even…… Continue reading Silent suffering; my PTSD story.

Mental Health Matters ;

Mental health matters! Please don’t ever let anyone tell you otherwise. Your feelings are valid and if you are in a bad place in your life right now it’s understandable. I feel like I needed to create this post to raise awareness because mental health disorders are so powerful and usually difficult to overcome. It…… Continue reading Mental Health Matters ;

My new journey on anti-depressants

So today I decided to take a step in a new direction and find a solution to my problems that have been bottled up since early childhood. As many of you who follow my blog know, I’ve gone through a lot and I don’t really talk about it with anyone but I try and gather…… Continue reading My new journey on anti-depressants

Best they’ve ever had

I stood there with my heart on my sleeve thinking I was the problem with “us” only later would I realize you weren’t shit it was all an illusion, lust all these guys crawling back to me they fall on their knees begging me to take them back telling me they’ve made a mistake apologizing…… Continue reading Best they’ve ever had

Thoughts on a Sunday night

I just feel like I can’t breathe Want to close my eyes Go into a deep sleep Forget everything and everyone My chest feels heavy I just can’t breathe I can’t Fucking Breathe I Can Not Breathe Why Can’t I take a breath Slow my brain down My hands are shaking I’m mentally exhausted And…… Continue reading Thoughts on a Sunday night

College life Update: The struggle to keep things balanced

Good Morning Everyone and Happy Labor Day, that one public holiday held in honor of working people. Everyone is supposed to have a day off today butttttt my ass works retail so guess who is going to be spending this national no work holiday working…meeeeeeee. 🙃 To anyone else who is in this situation, I feel for…… Continue reading College life Update: The struggle to keep things balanced