My depression is many things.

my depression is a veil that impairs my vision forced to obey oppressed I stay unable to escape this pre-enlightened state I can’t get myself to remove it. My depression is an ocean powerful it pulls me under I drown, slowly in my thoughts rocking back and forth I begin to feel seasick and the…… Continue reading My depression is many things.

Live like the Lotus

A lotus flower grows in mud Even through dirt the flowers bud Rising above adversity Untouched and unsoiled water glides off its petals with ease Gently drifting, guided by the breeze symbol of strength And peace In awe at the sight of it A troubled past Leads to a beautiful future If you learn to…… Continue reading Live like the Lotus

Silent suffering; my PTSD story.

I want to start by saying that I absolutely hate labels so this is going to be a challenging post to write and publish. I have PTSD..a mental illness that affects over three million people every year. It’s exhausting to deal with and those closest to you won’t understand what your going through or even…… Continue reading Silent suffering; my PTSD story.

My new journey on anti-depressants

So today I decided to take a step in a new direction and find a solution to my problems that have been bottled up since early childhood. As many of you who follow my blog know, I’ve gone through a lot and I don’t really talk about it with anyone but I try and gather…… Continue reading My new journey on anti-depressants

To my best friend

By my side Through the good and bad Partners in crime Best I’ve ever had Thank you for everything For all that you do For putting a smile on my face for knowing what I’m going through My dory ass is always lost You always know where to look When I get lost within myself…… Continue reading To my best friend

Best they’ve ever had

I stood there with my heart on my sleeve thinking I was the problem with “us” only later would I realize you weren’t shit it was all an illusion, lust all these guys crawling back to me they fall on their knees begging me to take them back telling me they’ve made a mistake apologizing…… Continue reading Best they’ve ever had