Thoughts on a Sunday night

I just feel like I can’t breathe Want to close my eyes Go into a deep sleep Forget everything and everyone My chest feels heavy I just can’t breathe I can’t Fucking Breathe I Can Not Breathe Why Can’t I take a breath Slow my brain down My hands are shaking I’m mentally exhausted And…… Continue reading Thoughts on a Sunday night

College life Update: The struggle to keep things balanced

Good Morning Everyone and Happy Labor Day, that one public holiday held in honor of working people. Everyone is supposed to have a day off today butttttt my ass works retail so guess who is going to be spending this national no work holiday working…meeeeeeee. 🙃 To anyone else who is in this situation, I feel for…… Continue reading College life Update: The struggle to keep things balanced

Goodbye Childhood

I am about to start a brand new chapter in my life. I keep wandering around my apartment in Fremont thinking about how crazy it is that this won’t be my home in a few days. I have lived in this apartment complex since 2013. I met my first boyfriend here, had my first kiss…… Continue reading Goodbye Childhood

A buzzing noise

time free-time being alone trapped in my own head bird in a cage filled with rage I hate the silence I feel so strange a buzzing sound I lay in bed depressed and lonely buzzing buzzing in my head no one to talk to all this time alone makes me think of you and what…… Continue reading A buzzing noise

Life update:

Hey guys, I’m sorry for being so MIA…I feel so alone right now., My best friends aren’t around anymore and since graduation I’ve just been working and being a lazy bum around the house. Honestly I have been seeing a few different guys and I’m starting to feel even more alone. Its like I can…… Continue reading Life update:

Oh Romeo

Falling in love with a fantasy making up the man of my dreams Juliet standing on the balcony awaiting Romeo & the tragedy not knowing what tomorrow holds as I hold a rose close to my chest and lay there in a white lace dress putting the power of true love to the test in…… Continue reading Oh Romeo

Royals 👑

Says he has everything he needs I know what his heart desires Can’t hide it from me kindling the fire hard headed intelligent but ignorant puts the money where his mouth is personality quite vigorous started from the bottom rapidly working to the top we are similar in many ways traveling with few stops When…… Continue reading Royals 👑