For Stephon Clark may he rest in paradise

I had an interesting conversation with a wonderful woman on the phone while I was trying to apply for Medical today. (I thought I might give it a shot because at this point I have nothing left to loose now that I am officially unemployed.) She told me about how scary it is to grow…… Continue reading For Stephon Clark may he rest in paradise

To my best friend

By my side Through the good and bad Partners in crime Best I’ve ever had Thank you for everything For all that you do For putting a smile on my face for knowing what I’m going through My dory ass is always lost You always know where to look When I get lost within myself…… Continue reading To my best friend

Meet the Newest Foster

Found this hidden gem in Long Beach thanks to one of my new best friends! You won’t believe how historic this town is. I will try to take photos at every spot and post it on here. Next stop: Anchor Beach! I also need to take a photo of Drake and Josh’s school/ the school…… Continue reading Meet the Newest Foster

Goodbye Childhood

I am about to start a brand new chapter in my life. I keep wandering around my apartment in Fremont thinking about how crazy it is that this won’t be my home in a few days. I have lived in this apartment complex since 2013. I met my first boyfriend here, had my first kiss…… Continue reading Goodbye Childhood

Weed: My best friend and enemy

I have this love/hate relationship with weed rn. My asthma is terrible this time of year. I wake up in the morning and feel like my lungs are about to collapse. I smoke because I have anxiety and an eating disorder. The weed helps with both so I am used to smoking every day or…… Continue reading Weed: My best friend and enemy

A buzzing noise

time free-time being alone trapped in my own head bird in a cage filled with rage I hate the silence I feel so strange a buzzing sound I lay in bed depressed and lonely buzzing buzzing in my head no one to talk to all this time alone makes me think of you and what…… Continue reading A buzzing noise

SUNSHINE ☀️

Your personality is amazing your energy gives me life your smile is worth a thousand words I am so lucky to have you by my side little sunshine with a heart of gold gonna save me from the utter cold I’m safe and warm in your arms, I feel at home our light conversations filled…… Continue reading SUNSHINE ☀️