My depression is many things.

my depression is a veil that impairs my vision forced to obey oppressed I stay unable to escape this pre-enlightened state I can’t get myself to remove it. My depression is an ocean powerful it pulls me under I drown, slowly in my thoughts rocking back and forth I begin to feel seasick and the…… Continue reading My depression is many things.

Mental Health Matters ;

Mental health matters! Please don’t ever let anyone tell you otherwise. Your feelings are valid and if you are in a bad place in your life right now it’s understandable. I feel like I needed to create this post to raise awareness because mental health disorders are so powerful and usually difficult to overcome. It…… Continue reading Mental Health Matters ;

Thoughts on a Sunday night

I just feel like I can’t breathe Want to close my eyes Go into a deep sleep Forget everything and everyone My chest feels heavy I just can’t breathe I can’t Fucking Breathe I Can Not Breathe Why Can’t I take a breath Slow my brain down My hands are shaking I’m mentally exhausted And…… Continue reading Thoughts on a Sunday night

College life Update: The struggle to keep things balanced

Good Morning Everyone and Happy Labor Day, that one public holiday held in honor of working people. Everyone is supposed to have a day off today butttttt my ass works retail so guess who is going to be spending this national no work holiday working…meeeeeeee. 🙃 To anyone else who is in this situation, I feel for…… Continue reading College life Update: The struggle to keep things balanced

Letter to my selfless lover

To my selfless lover You know who you are Didn’t expect to like you But I’ve always liked your car here we are First semester at lb state My pussy becomes your escape You introduce me to your beautiful city Showed me the best views Saying I’m pretty Hyping me up at times I don’t…… Continue reading Letter to my selfless lover

In my opinion: A millenial’s perspective on relationships

In my opinion, few know what they actually want. I am at this age where I don’t know if I should be looking for a committed relationship or just having fun and enjoying my 20s. I’m hoping that when I do meet the right guy he is going to add to my life and not…… Continue reading In my opinion: A millenial’s perspective on relationships

Confidence is Key

These last few weeks have been interesting. Since moving to LB I have made many positive changes to my life. Eating clean and feeling lean Food is fuel and your body is a temple. I grew up with a single mother who didn’t really have time to cook so fast food was a substantial part of…… Continue reading Confidence is Key