Weed: My best friend and enemy

I have this love/hate relationship with weed rn. My asthma is terrible this time of year. I wake up in the morning and feel like my lungs are about to collapse. I smoke because I have anxiety and an eating disorder. The weed helps with both so I am used to smoking every day or every other day. I have tried other things like weed edibles but I hate the high you get so thats not an option for me. It takes too long to kick in and it leaves you feeling permafried the next day. I think I am going to give it up for a while and see how I feel. It is definitely going to improve my lung capacity by like a million percent but I am going to miss being high. All of this stress from the move is going to get to me soon and my lung health is more important rn. I really hope I get to start swimming again when I get out there. I need to channel all of this anxiety into a healthy habit. Working out will hopefully improve my appetite as well. Ugh…this is about to be a long difficult journey


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