Down the hall of a duplex in an ordinary room lies a magical place my love would visit on lonely days when he wanted to get away. This was years ago how was I supposed to know I would try to join him in a dream of my own. He whispered in my ear to…… Continue reading My love’s special place
Our love consists of vibratos I want the world to hear, someday For now, I sing it silently to myself The shower, my current stage I’ve rehearsed so many times I’ve memorized every note One day I wish the world can hear The beautiful story we wrote For now, I will cherish our secret Savor…… Continue reading Vibratos of my love
my depression is a veil that impairs my vision forced to obey oppressed I stay unable to escape this pre-enlightened state I can’t get myself to remove it. My depression is an ocean powerful it pulls me under I drown, slowly in my thoughts rocking back and forth I begin to feel seasick and the…… Continue reading My depression is many things.
I toss and turn On the second hand mattress I bought off the last girl Who lived in this room I dream of a future Filled with luxury Of a stable family A life that is anything But this one I’m tired Of struggling And living I’d be lying If I said I hadn’t thought…… Continue reading 2am thoughts
A lotus flower grows in mud Even through dirt the flowers bud Rising above adversity Untouched and unsoiled water glides off its petals with ease Gently drifting, guided by the breeze symbol of strength And peace In awe at the sight of it A troubled past Leads to a beautiful future If you learn to…… Continue reading Live like the Lotus
I want to start by saying that I absolutely hate labels so this is going to be a challenging post to write and publish. I have PTSD..a mental illness that affects over three million people every year. It’s exhausting to deal with and those closest to you won’t understand what your going through or even…… Continue reading Silent suffering; my PTSD story.
I had an interesting conversation with a wonderful woman on the phone while I was trying to apply for Medical today. (I thought I might give it a shot because at this point I have nothing left to loose now that I am officially unemployed.) She told me about how scary it is to grow…… Continue reading For Stephon Clark may he rest in paradise